Is it just me, or have the past few weeks just been seemingly lack-luster?! Like it's missing all of it's Sparkle...I don't know, its been kinda, Beige...Even Christmas didn't hold its same Joy...I get it; it all things, there are cycles; and Winter is a symbolic death; meant to prepare us for the rebirth of Spring...but this is ridiculous! I literally Felt it this time. It was like my energy automatically shifted and fell in line. This, of course, should have been my first indication to chill, but Nope. Let me just tell you, I was NOT ready! Smack-dab in the middle of my busiest season, my productivity needed to be at an all time high...The most menial of tasks were seemingly arduous...Instead of falling into my natural rhythm, I pressed on; harder...the burst of much-needed energy never arrived. In those moments, I failed to realize that it was never supposed to...
Everything felt against the grain except rest. The thing was, I has shit to do! It was an internal war that I had to go within to fight...It was my own internal landscape that provided the clarity. I was supposed to be taking it easy; point blank period. The Universe was telling me to slow down; take my time; it would all get done. Although this was trying my patience in unimaginable ways, it was necessary. Just like in makeup, neutrals are essential to ANY kit, there are times in life when Beige is necessary. Sometimes, the neutrality of the liminal space is precisely where we need to be. The longer we fight it, the longer we remain. Thank You Universe for preserving my energy for New Beginnings when I couldn't see the forest for the trees...somebody up there must Love Me... ๐๐๐ซThe Queen

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