Well, There it IS!!! Ladies, the Queen is admitting that there is something SPECIFICALLY unique about this iconic shade. I actually have several dupes of Her Majesty, however, there's just NOTHING like that original MAC formula. The feeling while wearing it is indescribable, and unable to be duplicated. It feels like the ONLY shade you will wear for the rest of your natural life. It's my lipstick superhero. I rely on it to give me that extra shot of confidence when I'm not feeling myself, and to pull virtually any outfit together. I am instantly Queen OP, completing my auto-bot transformation; just like that...
This got me thinking; 'were there other things in life that this applied to as well; you know, where the "same" just isn't close enough?!' Absolutely; in pursuit of the Twin Flame-True Love. Because I have "owned" the real thing, held it, and worn it as comfortably as my own skin, an imitation just won't do. Lately, I have been really into my Twin Flame (and my feelings lmao!) research, trying to find a fast forward, get out of jail free, or one of those delicious-looking cards from the Candy Land game that allows you to skip past any clear and present danger to the safety of the gumdrop forest. If not, I can just abandon this pursuit all together and settle for something virtually identical?! In other words, do I accept defeat, and choose a lower road less traveled?! My Twin Flame journey has become quite arduous, and in turn, I am becoming quite restless. It's almost curbed my eternal optimism(yikes!)...But the truth is, I CANNOT ACCEPT SUBSTITUTION!!!
As with Ruby Woo, there is just something about it when it's all the way REAL; it's irrefutable. I know this all about self-reflection, and a complete release of Ego, but my so called mirror seems to have been glaring at me for months...stubbornly forcing me to face pieces of myself I wasn't even aware that had fragmented. I want, in my heart of hearts, to come through this entire experience the absolute BEST version of me that ever drew breath upon the face of this planet-so awakened and in tuned, NOTHING from the outside can pierce the interior. I want to be whole, fully ready to embrace and BECOME. The Twin Flame is all-encompassing, and completely free of doubt. To evolve into the able to handle such a gift is my greatest wish for my process. Oh Quarantine, what will you have me think of next?!~The Queen
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