Ironically enough, I feel like it ALWAYS listening; too close in fact! lol It has become my life's work to stay focused and keep my intentions PURELY positive. It's always in that moment of weakness when we allow just 1 singular negative thought to creep in, the BOOM!! There it is, manifested before your very eyes...It's the intensity, the fervor, and PURE focus of energy that brings it into existence. So why is it we can't seem to maintain that when it comes to positivity and manifesting a little fantastic every now and again?! Why do we care and feel MORE for the bad than the good?!
I'll tell you why; it's all in the way you FEEL baby...Take me for example; there have been some HUGE changes taking place in my life right now, and they have had some major effects on my emotional state of mind. This has made it increasingly harder to stay focused, and has me attracting nothing but the bullshit!! Besides Mercury Retrograde being up to it's usual shenanigans, I have felt like absolutely everything for the past month or so has gone awry!! It got so bad that I literally had to check out from life for a full 24 hours to try to regroup!smh One thing I know for certain, all that I feel is EXACTLY what I'm seeing! All of this crazy energy is translating and manifesting itself in my everyday life.i I can't seem to get a handle on it. "Um, Universe, can you PLEASE stop listening to my heart soo closely, she's kinda not fucking with me right now!!" Or at least that's how I feel...All I want right now is to get back to a place where things make sense, and I can be a constant peace. I realized long ago that lower vibes attract lower vibrational shit; I'm tryna vibe HIGHER...
Even I as The Queen have those moments when it seems as though there are 40 miles remaining in a dark tunnel before the slightest hint of light. We all go through shit, but it's HOW we choose to do so that differentiates the strong from the weak. I have chosen to begin each day renewed, ready to pick up the pieces; regardless of where the day might take me. I am transforming this hot ass mess ASAP; I REFUSE to take any of this a moment longer...~The Queen
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